She saw the anxiety in my eyes. I could not have hidden it even if I had tried.
“I think I should go,” I said, and started to stand.
“Allison”, she said calmly. “Please try to relax, and I know that is hard. Just give me 5 minutes and then you can go – but I think after that, you will want to stay.” Her bright blue eyes were piercing and captivating.
“Five minutes,” I agreed. “But how do you know him?” I asked as I pointed to the photo of the little boy who had changed my life in an instant and then disappeared.
“First things first,” she said in a soothing voice and with a smile. There was indeed something comforting about her, I could not deny that. “My name is Des. Short for Desdemona – my mom was a big Shakespeare buff. Des Valentine. Nice to meet you.” She extended her hand, and I reluctantly, I shook it with my gloved hand.
“OK, so now that we know each other, let’s get to it. Allison, I have been running this store for 7 years. Look around. It is not busy – it rarely is. Oh I get walk ins, I sell books and chotchkies over the internet. I get by. But my real reason for being here is to help people like you. People who have had something weird happen to them, something scary or paranormal. Something they can’t understand, much less explain.” She paused, stood up and got herself a diet coke, sat back down, and continued.
“What’s weird is that people who need me never ever know they do. They just randomly stumble upon me, wander into my shop. Or so they think”, she said with a wry smile on her face. “The thing is, none of it is random. We are all connected, each and every one of us. Some of us see those connections and some of us don’t. Me, I see them most of the time. Not always, but when I do, it’s very visual. When I say see, I mean it literally. I see these shiny sort of shimmery lines. Hard to explain, but it is how I know when something – or someone – is coming.”
She stopped and looked at me quizzically. It felt like she was studying me, almost seeing me for the first time. She looked at my face, my hair, and then finally my eyes. Her gaze was so intense it felt like she was staring into my soul. It should have been uncomfortable, yet it was not.
“Any questions so far?”
I shook my head.
“Then I will keep going. So ok.”
She went on for another five or ten minutes. She told me about her “gift” and how she discovered it. She thinks she got it when she was little and had fallen from the steps in her front yard, hitting her head on a rock. She had been declared DOA, then had suddenly awoken having seen things that she lacked the language skills to describe at the time. As she talked, she sat most of the time, but occasionally stood up and talked as if she wasn’t telling her story only to me as she gazed at the ceiling.
She continued, describing situation after situation where people came to her in troubled and afraid, and how she had helped them. How sometimes it the fix was fast, but sometimes it took a long time. She told me of a woman who came in sad because she had lost her cat – and then with the guidance of Des, found it within a week. She spoke of the many people who lose things of little monetary value, but tremendous sentimental value – and of how happy they are when they find these items. Lost children were the most emotionally challenging to deal with, she told me. It sounded ludicrous, yet I was fully intrigued and found her compelling and believable. I wanted to know more, so I sat there, eyes wide and leaning in.
Ten minutes had past, but I sat glued to my seat. Then another ten, and another. More diet cokes were opened and finished. I asked her questions and she answered everything without hesitation. She spoke of everything from ghosts and hauntings to missing cash stockpiled in old money bags buried under porches.
Then, the conversation stared to slow down and it seemed like there was nothing left to hear. Silence filled the small room. I felt a sense of waiting, as though a decision needed to be made – but by who, Des or me?
“So everyone, every person who comes here for help,” I began, “You are saying they never walk in saying ‘Oh, Desdemona, thank goodness I found you, I need you to help me find my dead grandfathers buried fortune’, but instead just think they are here to do a little shopping?”
“Mostly, yes,” she explained. “I mean there have been one or two exceptions… But in general, they honestly don’t know they need me. They just follow the string to me, and never even see the string,” she said as she looked at me. “Did you see the string?”
I closed my eyes and tried to imagine a magical string as she had described. A mystical connection, glowing or silvery or glittery. But nothing. Again I shook my head as I opened my eyes.
“No, I just got off the bus and happened to look up and see your sign.”
She smiled, that gentle and comforting smile. “That’s what they all say. But it is never random, Allison. I always know when they are coming,” she whispered as if sharing with me the secrets of the universe. “Sometimes it is a dream, sometimes a voice in my head,” she continued, “Sometimes the message is clear and strong, but other times it is like a whisper from another room. And sometimes….”
“Sometimes?” I repeated, wondering if she was pausing for dramatic effect. It was working.
“Sometimes it is a message from someone I don’t know, a voice from somewhere…else.”
She seemed worried at that last one. As if it had not always been a good message or had not always come from a good place. Then there was silence for a solid minute.
“So how did you know I was coming?” I asked, breaking the uncomfortable silence.
She pointed to the photo of the boy and said. “He told me.”
Again, those icy fingers wrapped themselves around my shoulders, as I shuddered.
END TAG PART 8